And I am proud and happy about this job. I just need some understanding also from your side. You cannot think that I perhaps not often and without a pleasure think about you. While the fleas are sucking me during the nights, then I often think about our abandoned bower in the centre of town. And when I daily make my throat warm by yelling, then I think about the silence and freedom of home. But the tasks, which are given to me, will be filled up absolutely and this is the most important thing. And my lovely darling, do not be angry at me when I am a little silent because I think about you very often, but I just cannot always write the letters. You should know that you represent the pleasant side of my life.
I’m not a primitivist. Any discussion of history is merely in regard to what is to come. Look up Häftling, the vault of the sky is open. The judgment of millennia. I forsake my home and family to be the executor of a higher will. Joseph Goebbels, the Calendar Maker, proposed the radical solution as the best one. Without exception. Goebbels, the novelist, the filmmaker, the playwright, diarist, progenitor of Helga, Hildegard, Helmut, Holdine, Hedwig and Heidrun. Call them, they may come.